Don't worry guys, I'm alive. If anyone's actually reading this. Sometimes I wonder. If they aren't, whatever. But, if you are just post a comment or something. I would appreciate it.
I'm sick and avoiding stress. Well, as much as I can without living with my head in the sand. It's a little tricky, but I'm actually succeeding. I'm fighting anger, fear, doubt, regret and love. All of that and keeping my head above water. Let me tell ya, it takes some skill. But, I've let some of those things happen at least once in the past few weeks of 2010. The stress of the newspaper went to my head, which is also known as crazy writer mode. Well, I'm always a crazy writer, but this is crazy journalist mode. She just won't go away and it reminds of the part of my life she broke. The part of me she took away. There is nothing I can say to her, or to fix it. I've let him take my heart again, say I'm done, know I never will be and remember a piece of me has
always loved him.
...I am just a worthless liar... I am just an imbecile... I will only complicate you... Trust in me and fall as well...
