Letting the Cables Sleep.

I know, I know, haven't posted in five days. I've been a little busy lately. I'm a lot better than I was but it still is kinda there in the back of my head. But, I've made progress for sure. Let's see, what have I done these past 5 days?
I came home from Memphis on the 10th (what day was that, I dunno) as fast as I could. It's kinda tough to rush home when it takes 8 hours to get there. Well, I guess you could say that's what I was doing in my mind. I miss Memphis, it was a lot of fun. I think if I go again I'll have more fun because my mind isn't drifting off to other issues at hand other than having fun. Did I have fun? Yeah. It just kinda ended on a sour note.
I've been sleeping much better these past two nights. For a while there I had I guess what you could consider insomnia. Than again, I guess it was my choosing. I didn't want to go to sleep because I knew I would cry because my mind is just recollecting every little detail and playing it over and over again. It doesn't let me rest right. So what's the point in trying if I can't feel peaceful? Like on my last night in Memphis I got between 5 and 6 hours of sleep total. That's been a lot better now though. Thank God. I try my best to go to bed really tired. How is that gonna work when it's time to go back to class?
I went to Nataly's last night and had a good time. I haven't seen her in forever. We rented 17 Again. That was actually a pretty good movie, believe it or not.
ER has definitely been a huge help in my ignoring the troubles in life. Yeah, a friggin TV show. Sad, but true. The episode this morning ('Such Sweet Sorrow') was indeed sweet sorrow. I felt like tearing when Carter rushes to the restroom, locks the door and cries. But at the end when Carol goes back to Doug I couldn't help but smile. I can't wait for the season finale on Monday ('May Day') because it is my favorite of all time. Not too mention I'm a sucker for an actor who can cry. Even if he didn't, I would swoon over Noah Wyle anyway.
Patrick's currently getting a red Mohawk like Chad Gray, it's gonna be sick. I can't wait to see it when he gets home. Than tonight I'm probably gonna go to Andrea's because my mom is going out to dinner with her boyfriend or something so I have to find a place to go. That's me forcing myself on people. Ha ha ha.
Well, I better go. This is getting annoying and too lengthy.
-M