New (School) Year Resolution

1. Get over that person that I can never have.
2. Be in the same room as Maynard James Keenan.
3. Find a guy that's worth it.
4. Kick a certain person that I can't stand out of my life.
5. Star babysitting to make extra money.
6. Buy Brand New Eyes by Paramore.
7. BUY OUT OF ASHES. YOU MUST BUY OUT OF ASHES.
8. Finally learn to play the guitar.
9. Dress a bit girlier. No, not girly. More feminine.
10. Make my room look cooler.

A lot of these are really dumb and stupid. Half of them (prepare for the negative Nancy) probably aren't going to happen. The little things that just make life a lot better will (hopefully) happen. Like Out of Ashes is going to make me a very happy camper for at least an entire month. Hopefully Brand New Eyes will do the same. Which is insane, because they both are coming out very close together. So that's gonna be what, two months? Sweet! A lot of these wishes are just me being a girl with a heart, a teenager, a music fan, a dedicated fan girl, a controlling adult and human.
When I say girl with a heart, I'm talking mainly about the first one. I do have a heart, but I don't want to feel the feelings that I feel. I never have in this situation. I don't want to care. Sad, but true.
These days in the world of Maynard James Keenan, I never know what to expect. Not just personality wise, but musically. There is always that fear of when Tool is gonna be over. Same with A Perfect Circle. I didn't get to go to the Tool concert with Patrick last weekend, but apparently Puscifer is playing "a bunch of shows in Texas" this fall. I don't want to pass up that opportunity. Will I meet him? Psh, do you know anything about this guy?
Anyway, I don't really want to explain the rest. This was really quite stupid. I apologize for boring you to death.
-M